Thursday, July 13, 2017

The Aftermath

View from Whitetop
I drove away from the mountains and hills of southwest VA after another Trail Days headed home to Ohio and plugged in a CD that always makes me cry.  It is the first CD/movie made by a good friend, many moons ago, when he was just experimenting with this medium.  It was, for him, a monumental step to put his art out there and it is such beautiful, touching mix of songs that it inspires me. It reminds me always of the hills I love.  

Grayson Highlands View
This person has become, over the years, a solid friend whom I only see a couple of times a year at specific events.  Treasuring every moment with him and other long known trail friends, we’ve swapped wild stories, laughter, beer, food and hugs. Over the years and miles, we have come to know how fleeting and precarious life can be. As our knees become stiff and our eyes don’t see the mountains tops so clearly, we realize that the beauty and shared knowledge of independence that hiking brings is what joins us and defines us…people, friends from all over the country have a common secret that we share.  I played this music watching as the VA Highlands disappeared in the rear view mirror and I cried.

Attack...friends at Trail Days
This Trail Days, I’ve had several poignant conversations with people who are my family, yet we are completely unrelated by blood.   As one friend said, “I love you, Vera and it’s because you’re family, trail family.”  He said this as he shared that after assisting hundreds of hikers over the years, he would be attempting a thru hike of the AT in 2018. We looked each other as tears welled up in both our eyes and I patted his back as he engulfed me in a bear hug.  I knew what this meant to him, I know how precarious and how precious this trip is for him.  We hugged extra-long and I wished him well.  As I walked away, I thought, I want to go with you on this old hikers walk because I, too, have dreamed, wished, thought for so many years of doing this very same long walk.


Headed towards WhitetopAs the VA highlands vanished around a corner, my heart said, “What would you do if you could do anything you want?  What would your unencumbered soul do with all its brilliance, dreams and long-awaited wishes? What if there were no, ifs, ands or buts. What if you could just do, BE whatever you so dream? What would you DO?  Which one of the many schemes you’ve dreamed would you wish to accomplish most?”  I looked at those blue-ridged, steaming, fog covered mountains and thought – I would walk there.  And so, I dream.  There is a hike I planned for this summer.  I’ll see how it goes and then go from there. (unfortunately, a summer’s walk is not happening this year)
Hiking with Mawee and Pawee - Cloudland SP
Here’s a challenge for all of you, a gauntlet throw down….what would you do with this one life you’ve been given if you could fly free and follow your dreams? How would you answer the above questions?  Might it be time to consider trying a new direction, following your dreams?  As someone once said, “If not now, then when?”

Into the Shadows

Sunday, July 9, 2017

Move back to the future - It's a Vera Thing Blog

It was suggested to me that "It's a Vera Thing" is much more creative name for my writing/photography blogging?  What does everyone think? I've had a hard time being inspired by this move to VJ Hurst Creations.  I mostly did it to appear more professional...  So, I am going to cross post my blogging to both places for a while.  Let's have some comments.

And thanks y'all for hanging in there with me.  If you did not hear, I will be featured artist of the month on my local coffeehouse's wall, Corner Cup Coffeehouse, Stow, Ohio in March of 2018.  Look for product by then!

Florida Bound

Last sunset in Florida - Payne's Prairie Wildlife area
It seems an odd time to blog about being Florida bound just as I am about to leave. When I start back to work on 3/9/17, it will have been 2 months that I've been traveling.  It has been a wonderful, delightful, fantastic journey full of new sights, sounds, memories, laughter and friends.  I've shed a few tears, lost some time just sitting watch water, sun, waves.  My car has more miles on it and is full of sand.  These are the benchmarks of living, in my humble opinion.

Sunset 
What have I learned from this journey is that life can be a wonderful adventure full of discovery.  My goal when I was planning it was that it was to be a time to remember the past, think about the future and experience the moment ...for that is all we truly have.

Kayaking with Beverly & Kathy - Fort DeSoto, FL
It was to be an experiment in mindfulness and learning to listen to my intuition.  What does Vera want, what does she find moving and inspirational, what motivates Vera to strive towards the light in each moment...to become a better human?  That may sound self-centered but I've spent most of my life doing things because it was what I thought I needed to do or was expected.  Also, my career was all about encouraging others to help themselves.  I muddled along never really thinking about "what do I want out of this life?".

Mass water attack - Trail Days 2017
So, in the next days or weeks, lets see what comes out...not writing for a couple of years has caused the creative pipes to fill with debris....it's time to flush the lines and get the thoughts and words flowing again.  Thanks to those who are still here waiting for more. I can't guarantee that it will be anything but honest ....something was left behind after Jim died, that part of me which was us is gone now and I have to figure out who I am now....I am going to strive to at write again and keep on doing what I feel will fulfill my mission.  What is my mission, you ask? Well, Fly free and finish what I came here to do...

First stop in Florida getting ready for the good times to roll - Torreya State Park
Much light and love to all...please be gentle with yourselves and LISTEN to what you have to say. to yourself.  Pick up a few good friends along the way and love unconditionally.  I've found that it is a much more interesting life if one does that....